BTW just an additional thought about my fear of stepping into a larger role (which is embodied through a Self-Transforming Mind).
I think the key fear is that I’m stepping into a larger role where knowledge is no longer sufficient to help people through it.
In effect, to help someone through the transformation process, you can’t just give them knowledge and get them to go through a 1-2-3 sequential series of steps to understand something.
Instead you can still give them knowledge but the process feels more like a maze where you’re continually going back and forth many times before things begin to make sense and your perspective begins to shift, grow, and expand.
In other words, you can explain endlessly about the knowledge of the process but most of it won’t fully make sense to someone until they actually decide to step into the experience itself and grasp the wisdom of it.
This is the very thing I’m embodying and undergoing myself.
It’s like stepping back and forth into and out of water to get yourself familiarized with the feel of it, so it doesn’t feel so scary, letting you eventually plunge deeply within it and fully immerse yourself within the experience as a whole.
The mystery of life isn’t a problem to solve but a reality to experience. A process that cannot be understood by stopping it. We must move with the flow of the process. We must join it. We must flow with it.
Dune