I was just browsing through the Alternative: Best of 2023 station on Stingray Music, looking for songs to add to my Favourites playlist on Amazon Music, and something strange happened.
As I discovered a series of songs, one after the other, that really resonated with me and my taste in music, thoughts started flowing into my head.
As these thoughts emerged, my entire feeling and outlook shifted.
It was as if instead of looking at the last two decades of my life as a misadventure that felt “wrong” and off track, suddenly something shifted and the last two decades of my life instead felt like an epic adventure that felt so “right” and completely on track.
Over the last hour though, this feeling slowly faded and disappeared.
For some reason during this time though, it felt like I fully and completely shifted from a Self-Authoring Mind to a Self-Transforming Mind…and then back.
Even thought the feeling and outlook is now gone, it was an amazing experience and feeling nevertheless.
These are the thoughts that emerged below…as well as the songs that birth them.
I have no idea what I’m doing.
No wait. That’s not true.
I’m following my intuition and synchronicities and seeing where they lead me.
I’m just following myself and seeing where I lead myself.
All knowing begins with a question. And a question begins with a “quest” (to state the obvious), as does life.
Beau Lotto
My questions guide me.
Your life isn’t about a linear progression.
It’s about how everything connects up into a larger narrative.
This is what my life feels like.
It feels like an adventure…where I have no idea where it’s going.
I have no idea where tomorrow will lead me.
Yet this truly makes me feel alive.
What if everything you thought you were doing wrong turned out to be right?
Lost? No. I don’t know where I am, but I’m not lost.
Khadaji
The Man Who Never Missed
Stop trying to control your life.
Let it unfold on its own.
Your expectation of who you believe you should be is preventing you from being who you truly are.